-im dumb

pain

2009-08-25T08:16:00.000+08:00

this is so much tears that i have nvr had in such a long while.
after so long, i nvr knew that perhaps you didn enjoy nua-ing with me so much..
and after such a long time of not writing, i became a lil retsrded abt it.

i guess you have also made your choice.

pretrip

2009-05-05T14:32:00.003+08:00

all will be fine i hope.
its just not the right timing, which caused us to prepare so much more than needed.
its just not about contingency, but more of the heng suay thing, which i lack.

it will be fun, with no fear, i wish.
take care, my friends
as your friend departs for two weeks.

rat incident

2009-04-28T00:44:00.002+08:00

hab you met with a rat the size of a cat before?

I JUST DID ! O.O

summer break 1

2009-04-22T09:33:00.002+08:00

WHOA!! HOLIDAY SOUNDS GD ?!
yesh, its PERFECT 4 months worth..

after 8+ months of hardwork.. hees! i will hav a shiok shiok holiday, tat the army guys will envy tilllllll MADNESS ! life is soooo great, when you hab no presentations, no projects, no work to worrrrryyyyyy about.. wahahahaha!

started mine with a short trip to indon, and den had a movie and had PENG BACON !
all not very healthy tho, but its ok! cos im going to start my workout time ! clear the mess in my room which apparently, ben cannot stand.

im back to my 'healthy' sleeping time.. have been waking at 8am, and there's NO one in msn tat i can tok to.. and, mr bingy is still asleep! *grits teeth* and im waiting for my helper to come to start packing up ! *GRINS*

no more blaw soon!

2009-04-15T09:14:00.002+08:00

in a couple of hours more, BLAW WILL BE GONE! OUGHT TO BE gone! SHOULD BE GONE! AND MUST !!!! BE GONE ! woooohooooooooo... im sian-ed from reading blaw le.. yucky law mod..

DONT ask me take company law first leh.. see whether the four months of anti-law, is sufficient, see whether wanna extend another four more months anot.. hiak hiak!

can u imagine! ITS GOING TO BE NO MORE BLAW! =X *giggling in excitement*

pimple outbreak

2009-04-13T01:55:00.002+08:00

i feel damn depressed right now. not becos of blaw!
But ! becos ! i have a damn pimple outbreak ! OH NO !

its either i ate too much heaty food, or i had too much TOXIC food (which i think its the case) or wadsoever reason like, CRAAZYYYY hormones generation or sudden spur of oilness in my skin.
IM DEPRESSED ! :( !

the weird thing is that the pimplesss DONT BURST! ;(! and THEY just stay there. i feel like crying !

you're the one

2009-04-12T11:21:00.003+08:00

who is the one whom i faced from 6am to 12am?
who is the one who feeds me with papaya when my hands are dirty?
who is the one whom i tickles till screaming for help?
who is the one who made me eat non-stop and still not full yet?
who is the one whom i take funny shots with?
who is the one who send me home every night at 12 without complain?

heartbroken.

2009-04-09T01:52:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time I was falling in love, but now I'm only falling apart.

quarreling again.

2009-04-09T00:48:00.003+08:00

i dono if i can contd to say im strong.
i seriously hate the nights when i looked up the sky and den looked to the right to find that the driver isnt you.
the nights that i have to tilt my head upwards so that people wont see my teary eyes..
the nights when there was nth but silence between us..

how many times this week you asked. how many times you tried i will ask.
my tears are tired, once again from the tearing. my heart is tired, once again from the aching.

i left behind my smiles, and took with me my tears.

:( how many sad face do you want me to have..

2009-04-08T16:31:00.003+08:00

all the while, all the times, i seriously cant imagine all these happened.

to think, to feel, to hope.. kind of lost, as you look into my eyes.. there's nth..

i don wanna be a porcupine anymore.. i don want..

i don wanna stay in that shell of mine.. never want to..

things aint just progressing the way it ought to..

where's the correct direction again.

well.. well... well.... im looking for it, are you?

how many sad face do you want me to have..? :(!

;(

2009-04-07T00:28:00.001+08:00

imperfections is no perfections.

a stain will remain there still.

affected.

2009-04-06T23:41:00.003+08:00

i going to bang wall soon le. sigh.
nvr think that when things get out of hand, how am i going to resolve it. well well.. i really dono wad to say about those stuff anymore.

frequent thinking about what i will do, if ever that happens to me. but seriously, i really cudnt stand it. actually i realised, sometimes i become so fearful of hurting others' feelings, till i neglected my own. but, was wondering, how about my feelings?

and.. i bet, sometimes almost the entire post, some people dont uds a single thing for the fact that i don even say anything related to the issue i want to note. but right now, im still going to hide that problem.

i feel so silly all of a sudden. am i just that silly?
rational vs emotional; exactly which am i ?

jealousy

2009-04-06T18:09:00.005+08:00

IM so going to blow fire le.. GRRR!
there's vinegar, there's kerosene, there's going to be a big explosion soon@
He is taken la! and U! U ARE TAKEN LA! GGRRR!

im disappointed. GO! GO SUCK THUMB!

real or unreal?

2009-04-06T10:21:00.002+08:00

the silent silent night has become one of the most likeable, yet dreadful part of the day.

confused feeling .

just like cinderella feels.

when the clock strikes 12, all is seemed so near yet so far.

real or unreal ?

it feels strange.

倦了

2009-04-04T00:07:00.001+08:00

我倦了, 也静了.
习惯了付出, 习惯了默默承受.
泪线过敏, 最近的我泪流满面.

回家的路不远, 但思路却能环绕世界.
想的多, 看得比较开, 计较的也变得隐形.
隐形代表了存在, 代表了隐藏, 代表了一道疤.

同样的快速公路, 同样的.时, 同样的妈妈着急无奈
不同的是, 没有了你的陪伴.
不同的是, 少了脸上的笑容
不同的是, 缺了我们的拥抱

我不难过, 我不气恼, 我没骗你.
也许, 我疯了.

昨日的月亮, 半圆.
今夜的月亮, 半圆.
仿佛傻傻的笑我傻.

disappointing day.

2009-04-03T01:48:00.003+08:00

imagine life without you.
i couldnt explain the kind of stupidity.
perhaps, it hasnt been you, but the environment.
the indons who surrounded me, making so much noise.
but yet, where was your attempt to salvage.
but yet, where was your response to change.

i don like to tear on the train alone.
its difficult to control but it cant be helped.
i don like to leave you behind looking.
its difficult to stop but it cant be helped.

couldnt imagine spending a couple of hours just for that 15mins.
well, is everything still worth it ?

randomness

2009-03-31T19:36:00.003+08:00

was wondering how fragile relationships are, how brittle can they be.
after seeing so many people getting into a relationship, and trying all means to break up, wad actually still make these people want to get involved in the next?

im not writing this just becos im bored, but cos.. i feel, love is such a chim thing. lol. is there really no reasons for it, or just we lousy humans have not found out the science of it.

i noe im random. but well, speaking of randomness, sth more random happened today. hahaha! ss's grandmother said that someone is thinking of him when he sneezed. GRANDMA LEH ! *stunned*!

(on a side note, i msning and doing my acad essay. i seriously dono how im able to multitask with such low efficiency though, since im having a bad headache and cant go home yet.)

past is bad.

2009-03-27T02:54:00.003+08:00

i dono since when have i began to be such an insignificant part.
i really wonder when. as always, tears dropped and tears dried.
your completeness makes me feel incomplete.

will you ever care?

updates on boring school life

2009-03-22T15:28:00.004+08:00

school life is bored, but not with ur presence.
term is coming to an end, im not that busy, you are madness busy.
it just happened that i have that bit of luck this sem, despite the fact of the 'essay' nature.
well, looking forward to school holidays!

readings after readings. meetings after meetings. essays after essays. tests after tests.
right now im in a meeting, rehearsing for tml's presentation.

school is no longer about copying hwk, or going to see frens.
its so retarded that i do not noe how to continue for the rest of the yrs here.

big chef at work

2009-03-15T20:21:00.005+08:00

whoa wee-a-wee! big chef at work wors.

someone is ambitious today, oh well.. tonight's dinner got hao liao lo.

crayfish + SALTED EGG CRAB = big chef's hard work and sambal stingray bought from outside.

so fun! althou chef is at work now, im hungry. grumbling stomach!

but im blogging instead of helping out. hahaha! :)!

ok off to check out my chef at work.

letter of complaint

2009-03-14T21:33:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO COMPLAIN !

GRRRRRRRR!!

someone is depriving me of my shopping!

monster bb ;)

2009-02-26T17:17:00.005+08:00

wahahaha! someone was termed the 'monster' during my training sessions.
'sadded' he said that, he is going to turn from the godzilla monster to the CJ7 monster. wahaha.

thanks alex.

2009-02-25T08:05:00.002+08:00

btw, i realised, alex is the wonderman ard.
when things happen he seems to be everywhere.

thanks alex.
just by the fact that you care and for being there.

a busy week

2009-02-25T07:42:00.003+08:00

i started to experience wad agnes mean by shag and cannot catch up when competitions come.
im feeling rather dead for the past few days and i cant get myself to start doing work. i just climbed out from my bed, but apparently, i did that for 1 hr. the phone snooze like nobody's business. (apparently, im still on bed)

anyway, the competition is on this friday. brown belt poomsae. i dono how my team will do, no confidence at all. but well, we have put in some effort, so see how it goes la. cat stance :(!

well, i had training on last fri, sunday, this monday, tuesday, today's wednesday and tml~ the last minute training to make things work. the kind of adrenalin rush after each training doesnt seem to be the right kind to keep me energetic when i do my readings and studying.

i cant really take it any further. how can i balance the busy schedule of the schoolwork, tgt with the tkd, and then with the sleep that i need? if uni is all about these, then isit really tat fun after all? bored.

heartshattering day.

2009-02-20T00:20:00.001+08:00

when i tot all was great,
i forget to step back and view.
when i did,
i saw that i might be missing alot of details.

tonight,
a mended heart shatters all over the ground.
just a sentence is enough to send that down.

my head spins.
my stomach grumbles.
my heart stopped.
my tears dropped.

我现在只想抱着你。

faster end la!

2009-02-13T01:34:00.003+08:00

i cant wait for this term to end. HEES!
i want to watch 蜡笔小新's vcd and nua whole day with you~
i want to eat whole day and sit there stoning with you.
i want to go to the msia resort thingy and play water sports with you!

I just cant wait to spend all my time with you.

2009-02-07T11:26:00.001+08:00

damn sian damn sian! presentation later.
gan chiong spider + squishy squashy banana!
LOL !

MUAHAHAHA! im going crazy!

2009-01-31T01:52:00.002+08:00

only left such a small step to.. =x
"misses" is not the word to describe.

i dono whad does.

bad acad essay

2009-01-23T04:48:00.003+08:00

amazed by how i woke up after 1 hour of slp. and started working on my essay till now. how smart am i, i got morning class tml. lols. its 5am now. LOL! WELLDONE !*claps*
school is bad, as bad as anything you can think of.

wonder how do you quantify the time spend together?
for me, i don care. i just want to spend it together.
time spent with you is good, as good as anything you can think of.

wads romantic

2009-01-20T02:30:00.002+08:00

heard it over the radio asking:

什么是浪漫?

浪漫就是和你在一起.

even the simplest thing to do is romantic.

did ur nightmare spark off any thoughts of urs..?

cooking with ss ~

2009-01-19T01:18:00.007+08:00

chef shushu was at work today!
random thought of cooking instead of going out for supper..

so there was fried cod fillet, spaghetti, fries, blackpepper chicken nuggets, cheese hotdog, clam chowder and... CORN ! ended with 2 bloated idiots. lols.

cooking was soooo much fun. to think, someone broke the spag into half before throwing in to cook. and then.. jumping when a cockroach pops by to say hello, but ended up underneath a "japanese" slipper.

and then btw, this is how strawberry shortcake looks like if you still have not known. :O

HEES! Mr Tan are you too bored till you need to do this?

wait till its the real thing la. muahahaha !

i don wan quarrels.

2009-01-18T08:26:00.005+08:00

i don wan to spend my time being angry with you.

its such a waste of it.

make me need not do that again.

isit really so difficult?

:(!

2009-01-17T21:56:00.002+08:00

sometimes, some things are so apparent that it need not be said out.
but this is not always the case.

i really dono wad i am doing right now.
stoning at the screen, with a confused mind.
i sigh, and i sigh.

all i do for the past 3 hrs is sigh...

i miss all the nuaing

2009-01-11T11:41:00.003+08:00

just felt like sleeping in ur arms
and forget all about the work thats needed.

i rather spend my time the way we did last month than it is now.
aimless but meaningful to me.

if only time stops then, everyone may say..
nope, i look forward to the next.

wads enough?

2009-01-08T02:45:00.004+08:00

time is nvr enough when im with you.

*smiles*

new term

2009-01-05T03:06:00.002+08:00

oh no! my holiday ended. :(!
time spent with you has alw been so fast,
just as i hope this term can end faster.
no doubt, looking forward to summer break, even before the lesson officially starts =x

and yup, here i am, going to sleep, to start my new term tml.
(not fresh, but just i cant help it la. >,< )

jealousy.

2009-01-04T10:50:00.002+08:00

我没有办法对你笑着说，什么事我都不介意。

我没有办法做到能大方的接受你的一切。

快乐其实很简单，可是，怎么就快乐不起来呢？

我不知道怎么去相信了

我不知道做了什么选择

我没有想象中的大方

我没有勇气继续

我真的很在乎

“就诶楼所有”

painting~

2008-12-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

painting is such a tiring chore.
im bangala worker no. 2 :)

i was wondering, do sunflowers produce some sort of fragrance dat get people addicted?
hahahaha, my whole room smells of it.

don let it go away~

xmas bbq

2008-12-26T01:50:00.003+08:00

我可以再笨一点吗？

这样，我就看不见，听不见，想不到，感觉不出了。

sunflower day!

2008-12-24T04:23:00.004+08:00

please hold onto the handrail. if not the handrail will hug you.

are sunflowers really meant to brighten up the day?

how about the night?

will you be there to sparkle mine up?

bad reading of ur memories

2008-12-23T02:41:00.002+08:00

im currently quite lost. dono wad to do. dono how to contd.
reading ur past entries, i felt even more lost.

i was thinking, whether really knowing ur past will make me know you more or instead, make me know you less.

我只是要一个爱我的人, 有这么难吗?

我受伤了.

2008-12-22T02:33:00.002+08:00

原来, 我还是会哭的.

.....

pushcart @ vivo~

2008-12-05T16:20:00.004+08:00

haven been posting. well, was busy with projs, and then studying, and then exams.. common trait across all the uni-s.

now that exams hab ended, comes the holidays, but yet.. im working. the last day of work though..
currently, im working at a pushcart at vivo. last 1.5 hrs here. hahaha. i have been working many different types of jobs... and alw put a comment on it..

so.. after working 5 days here.. i realised, actually its a very no-brainer job. sit here play laptop, frens come and tok cock, looking at people walking past, watching people chiong for their lunch break.. and lastly, waitin for things to happen.

a sales or not, a customer to appear, an enquiry to be asked.

after plugging my earpiece, i suddenly feel so detached from the buzz ard me. its like, the things people are toking abt.. the wailing of babies....

its a boring job no doubt, but not too bad with wireless@sg. and with frens to be there to come and see me . quite a different experience, frm normal admin jobs.. toking to people frm all over the world, sometimes, they will just rattle on and on with you.. there was one who tok to me for more than half an hr....

moving on to the slacker life le... hahaha.. mahjong after work ! (mingjie, bobo, must shou xia liu qing sia.. WAHAHAHA )

withdraw

2008-11-02T23:32:00.002+08:00

HOW TEMPTING IS THIS !? !

1000% TEMPTING ! -.-

random pics of me in sis

2008-10-31T15:58:00.003+08:00

yooohooo.. im back from the pile of shit. haha .

i currently in skool, got quite bored from the pile till i started zi-pai with webcam ~

the view here not bad sia.

IM TALLER THAN SUNTEC ! wahahahaha~

studying in the city isnt that fun a thing to do. bad air -> bad skin ~

when is my week going to end... i haven had a proper weekend to rest.

2008-10-29T00:02:00.002+08:00

i cant imagine. im using 2 coms side by side. my desktop and laptop. i decided, to use them for different purposes. (call me a weirdo its ok)

i get so sian-ed looking at my laptop cos all it reminds me is abt my project which is cui ~

im thinking, tonight isit really no nid slp le
im shiwen, not mighty power superwoman.

wads a public hol ?

2008-10-26T19:19:00.004+08:00

this is wad happens when u are too nice to bully.

i had makeup classes on saturday for Deepavali.
but wad can be worse than habing a SCHOOL test and meeting on a SUNDAY?
think abt it, also not that jialat than...
coming back to skool for meeting ON A PUBLIC HOL!

oh well, i did not become a chao mugger. im forced to adapt.
right now, still in school with a grumbling stomach. lols.

when everything lumps together, u get choked and become one fat lump. :(
shiwen ming yan -.- LOL !

im seriously going insane...

immortality

2008-10-24T01:48:00.002+08:00

i began to wonder whether my uni really impart management skills or the art of immortality.
HAHA ! it appears that i attaining dat stage.
10 hrs of slp in total from mon to wed.
1 meal ea day since tue to thu.

wellll... leaving skool at the time of 11pm doesnt seem to be a great surprise anymore. perhaps, eventually it will be not even going home at all.
some pple simply don uds and my health is on red light again.
haben been able to see my frens le. weekends burnt on studies. weekdays on fire for studies

so wads with mr lim's saying tat uni will be easier than jc life? or isit just happens tat im in the wrong pot of soup?

Thank you for ezlink card

2008-09-25T21:47:00.004+08:00

its difficult to believe how possible it is to see kind people ard in singapore.

i lost my student ezlink card (tgt with some cash) on Tue.

while i was still trying to look for the card on wed morning, and apparently i cudnt la, i went to skool, still thinking where i placed it. till. . i go to see my skool email and saw the email the skool's receptionist send.

OMG ! i really cudnt belive that some kind souls after picking my card, took the effort and called SMU. so nice right..

I just went to collect earlier, and made them a Thank You card.

and here I am, putting frwd the gratitude. :)

Thank you.

grrr pain .

2008-07-13T02:23:00.000+08:00

i feel so painful .

bleeding from the inside .

things are just not the way i wanted.

2008-07-13T01:47:00.003+08:00

im not happy.
i dono wads wrong .
i dono wads right .

im tired..

last day at psb

2008-06-23T02:27:00.004+08:00

early morning when im left with 8 hrs there.
hahaha. those files that accompanied me for 2 mths.. aint they thicker than my jc notes..
the cubicle dat i shared with lam. its sooooo big.
yesh, big until she tried to shit there.
invoices lying all over the place.

i was so tired till my panda eyes are showing..

i tot it wud be gud to blog in this cold night before i go to bed..

once the morning starts, it will be another busy week..

fri was the last day of work at PSB. it was a drama-mama day.. right after i on my laptop, lights out le.. -.- blackout..

i was sitting with eefang then. lam and another colleague happily come and join us. my incharge was funny enough to ask me WHY was my laptop still on despite the blackout.. oh well, i bet he doesnt noe that laptop got battery de ~

altho don like the job scope there.. but has grew to get used to the environment.. and with lam and eefang, the day is alwaes funny.. for they , alwaes luff at me for some strange and unknown reason..

2 mths there. get to see how pple fight for credits. do taiji when comes to job allocation. or rather there wasnt any allocation. its just being passed down.

saturday was tam tam's bdae. hope she enjoyed. im a bad host .

nth much dat i wanna say abt it..

did the shopping of the groceries with mingjie. and alot of funny things happen.. like being misunderstood as a married couple -.- , and him being said to be an uncle. oh well...

i took a packet of cai chye.
mj: aiyoh.. so big packet..
auntie took another packet and passed to me..
auntie: na.. 这个两个人吃刚刚好。
O_O! stunned we were..

and when boarding the bus,
another auntie said to her kids,
让uncle 先走。
mj: wad the. i become uncle.
(luff till mad. )

we had mahjong, and steamboat. all at my hse . it was inddeed weird to have frens from all over the place. haha . as in , her frens , but different cliques. happy bdae tammie..

just as i looked up and saw the pictures on the wall.. i realised, how much i have changed.. im no longer capable to luff like before, smile like before .

second last day of work.

2008-06-19T13:31:00.003+08:00

NO more 鱼汤 for me le.. SO SAD !
the nicest , freshest here.

i hab been eating alot during my 2 mths here.
colleagues feeding with eclairs, puffs..
lammie feeding with green tea red bean bread, chocs..
eefang feeding with coconut sugar, the strawberry rolls and you yu..
i hab been eating bread.. mamee.. yam.. jelly.. ALMOND drink..

i will miss 鱼汤, chao kwey tiao, swee kuai, jelly, 鱼片米粉.. etc etc.. oh my!
its very fishy here. hahahah..

email me at. shi-wen.tan@tuv-sud-psb.sg
this is the very last chance. LOL. GRAB IT!! it will expire tml. lols. so pls better don anyhow sms after tml . lOL . cos it will not be send to invisible space, it will be routed to my colleagues. HHAHA

btw, cudnt imagine how we walked back from jalan kayu ytd night. LOL. tho wasnt really feeling well then, but joined in the walk tgt with the guys and wo de ai. so happily we walked. its alwaes filled with laughter to be with them .

luffing at the nonsensical stuff tat jw and fang do. of jw being the fangling 9.0 . hahah. and ben saying dat its just a matter of zero multiplied by 9 times = zero .

oh well.. i m just being happie to be out with them , altho nobody knows how long this will ever last..

the faint.

2008-06-18T09:29:00.002+08:00

grrr.. when we were in pri , sec skool, we alwaes like to describe one faint .
i nvr tried of fainting.. (i mean who wud wanna try -.- )
till ytd.. the feeling sucks.

really blank out, giddy with vision blurred and swinging.. den u wont be able to walk in a straight line. leg nua diao!
sway like one kind. HAHA, den...... u feel so closed to the grd.. and yah , u fainted there.. LOL

i didn faint, merely sat down.

luckily, got one couple saw me.. and the hao xin auntie walked me home.. its definitely the first time i walked across a road, when the green man turns green, with my eyes closed....

oh well.. mayb its time for me to get a rest, and stop going out after work. ok oh well, the work is ending soon.. this couple of days, really busy to the max cos gonna do closing le.. summary for all the stuff and hand back the stuff that are in my hands..

feeling a lil down..

bored at work.

2008-06-16T13:45:00.003+08:00

i feel so lousy, with so much in mind. & realising, i can get so fickle minded when im involved in many major decision making.

(well, really gotta thanks to alex, for letting me be able to feel relieved for a moment after settling one issue.)

i really got no other places to vomit all that out...
anyway, for the very first time, i played mahjong till 3am -.-
ok, employ me as a full time mahjong player ba..
my job is ending this fri.. LOL !

making my mondae, such a beautiful one.. no more blues, only slacking..
朝九晚五 de days are only left with 4 . will kind of miss it i think. not here, but this kind of lives, of awaitin for the pay.. HAHA.. and looking frwd to 12pm, and den 6pm.

more mahjong sessions pls. tammie, this is for u. HAHA ! and hopefully, agnes faster come back and we can only need one more ka. YAY !

211's guys hab POP. seems like dey hab grown? HAHA, in size and mental strength, but HUGE decrease in intelligence.. =x tats gd la, got mature abit.. and junwei sweeps the floor daily.. so, anyone in need of maids, can mayb employ him?!

grrrr... it really feels "damn it" to noe tat holiday is ending.. and i still got the stupid qualifying english test to go to.. immmmm sooooo gonnnnnaaaaa flunk it.. die..

upset.

2008-06-06T00:25:00.003+08:00

im really damn angry right now. and apparently, i even got the urge to just pack bag and run away..

ok i have decided that i gonna camp elsewhere for 2 3 days and shall see how things go.. hais.. am i becoming more rebellious? or doing wad i shld do ?

don force me. its just tat the worst is yet to come..

raining class outing.

2008-06-03T08:31:00.003+08:00

LALALA.. class outing on last sat . it was pretty dumb to be at the beach on a rainy day.
started to rain when i gotta white sands, so as usual i ran frm the bus stop to beneath the railway track. panting like mad. drenched i was , but my clothes dry up soon.

came out of white sands. only to find that it started raining again .
so , we took a bus to parkway. my goodness sake lo , parkway raining even heavier.
but we didn wanna get umbrellas, also don wanna let eefang wait.

stupid min min came out with a stupid idea. (to use trash bags as ponchos)
i cant imagine myself doing such a stupid thing with them sia. no doubt, YESH I DID THAT .
and its such a long walk.

we didn do much la. merely had dinner, and had a gd time luffing at the stupid act we did. hahaha.. and then, listening to the guys tok abt their army life. (dey nvr get sick of it .) and well, tok alot. also, exchanging like where we are heading to the next phase of our lives. apparently , more than half the class is going NTU, so next time our gathering will be there. -.- HAHA .

its alwaes a great day out with the class. with so many botak heads esp. 16 were there, both my ai ai nvr go. kns ! whack them !!

211 really super don care image de hor.
OH WELL, who cares.

no pics for the class outing, cos i happily forgot.

cle. this is for u .

2008-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

don really noe how to help u . im kind of useless .
oh well., i tide thru the same thing , with the same kind of torture .

tho i don wanna see u in the same kind of shit , it seems that the cure is still in the hands of the cause .

its ok to feel lost at times, but rmb to find ur way.

let us be the lamp that guide u ( to the guang ming shan -.- )

just like how dee-s alwaes appear when u need them in the game,

we will be an ultra big one like the one in the pic. and be able to cover ur head . :))

the China eq

2008-05-26T15:31:00.008+08:00

I got pretty angry after reading the newspapers today.
It says that China has $2 trilion and dono how many millions available for reconstruction of the eq-hit zones. and so why are most of the ppl donating to China instead of Myanmar ?

In fact, while Myanmar remained silence abt the amt tat they are receiving, they are receiving donations from China. in other words, China has enough to give others .
but wads enough ? how much is enough ?

I felt a lil cheated . as i was pretty touched by the charity show ytd night. altho , i would say not by the performance.. but by a msg and a poem read out loud. and i even teared . thats why i got really angry-.0

one of which is on a mother protecting her 4 mths baby with her own body. when she was dug out., the baby was still sound aslp and in the hands of the mum , was a mobile with the following words typed in :

亲爱的宝贝 ,
如果你还活着,请你记得我爱你.

as for the poem, the poetist wrote it in the pt of view of the children who died in the eq, telling their mothers to live on and be strong. (so repeatedly there was.. 妈妈,别哭 in the poem. )

however, in my opinion, shldnt the authorities be blamed for this ? as in , mayb a massacre of those who exploited from the building of substandard skools and homes. they ought to pay for all these loss of innocent lives. little children who have not seen the world yet .

while they might wan to contd to skool the next day , their opportunities were taken away by the black hearted evil monsters.

and how abt those who became orphans in just a day .

they had predicted the eq . but once again , due to wadsoever economic reasons, all these lives were seemed to be small as compared . why humans don learn.. isnt the lesson of the Tsunami just couple of yrs ago alrdy a slap in the face , a slit in the heart..?

more than 60,000 deaths. mayb to geog students, this might just be a case study used to compare with the Tangshan eq , like the way we used Kobe, Japan .

The hidden meaning of TSW

2008-05-23T14:25:00.002+08:00

What Tan Shi Wen Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.

You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.

You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.

You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.

You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Taken frm cle's blog. and wondered, oh well there are some similarities.. cud everyone's be almost the same...? nvm.. crapping..

MJC MJC MJC Go !!

2008-05-22T11:30:00.005+08:00

MJC MJC MJC GO!

OOOOO MJ BOLEH MJ BOLEH ! all the rest can go fly kites..

yesh, its the annual mj soccer finals. OMG OMG WE WON LA ! won back the title.. super fun !

didn see our lousy drum.. but there were plenty of pails..

OH ya, there was this lion looking person.. -,- which was said to be the security guard O_O ?

the mask was an ugly one tho.

i was at the grandstand area. the atmosphere seriously cant be compared to the one below.

teachers afterall don cheer as much.. hahaha.. so me and jingjing were somehow like idiots.. HAHAH !

anyway, taking part in the skool event ( also, the tkd competition) really felt great . cheering for ur skool SHIOK ! even tho we may think it was stupid when we were "supposed" to do so.. but come to think of it , its sth u cant hab when u start working..

feel the MERIDIAN MIGHT !

skooling days?

2008-05-19T20:49:00.003+08:00

i miss skooling days.

even the late nights, spent trying to cramp all the stupid facts into the weeny mind, seems to be sth worth missing.

;(

a nappy saturday afternoon

2008-05-17T12:58:00.003+08:00

saturday afternoon shld be spent just like wad i am doing now.
nua-ing ard in the living room, randomly switching chnls and watching videos .
got sian of the videos? and just turn ard and nap.

super craving for mac breakfast now tho.
oh wells.. time for nap le.. >.<

mails clearance.

2008-05-16T16:20:00.002+08:00

i think one of my incharge likes me to clear her mails daily..
so much till.. she asked me when am i leaving..
and even gave the damn sad face..

but i seriously wonder, if i did not cross the departmentsss and help her, is she supposed to finish everything by herself.. and how possible is that..

apparently, im doing for both accounts payable and receivable.. (if anyone noe wad the hell dey are.. cos i didn till recently..)

shitty job.

2008-05-15T09:05:00.000+08:00

nvr get into the same kind of shit as m e . . .
im currently working under 4 persons. and thats freaking bad.

under the tree diagram, the one at the bottom gets all the shit. ;(

the glam tat doesnt shine.

2008-05-11T02:37:00.003+08:00

the centre of attraction,
constantly surrounded by others.
glamourous you may seemed to be,
yet, no one knows the darkness of the glam.

hab you noticed my presence?
the leaf that enhanced you.

which part of you, contains me?
i asked.

快的源头。

2008-05-10T17:38:00.003+08:00

我的快乐，就因为你的存在。

而，你的呢？

是因为我，还是因为她？

NAC EVENT

2008-05-07T22:15:00.005+08:00

YIPPEE YA YA YIPPEE YIPPEE YA !
HALO! im currently at work..

and apparently im giap between 2 incharges.. and thats how im gonna die.. squashed to death..

anyway.. previously, i worked in the event held by the company tam tam working in..
know some new pple, work with some old ppl ( NO DOUBT! the old ppl = MY AI AI ) hahahaha..

it was fun, felt like habing camping.. and fighting a war when the break time starts..
as in, break time for those listeners.. haha.. it was fun la, dont mind working the long hrs..

some pics to share k .
why cant pple behind be guai abit and stay put like me and fang?

who so evil sneakily take pic of us when i camwhoring?
there! this is the sneaky person..

at last, everyone has a unglam sight. (MARY I DIDN NOE UR MOUTH SO BIG ! )

OH OH ! thanks to tam for intro the job. (she insisted that i must treat her makan) but i tot i did arh ? that night? tho shi alex pay de.. =x

less than 2 hrs to the end of work. super look forward to weekends. thats probably the case when one is stucked to the monotonous office life bah.. and when u are constantly asked to send emails.. 0.o

back to work. :3

pre interview

2008-04-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

yay. finally got time to blog.
actually not that i have got no time, mayb its the nature of my job, makes me sian diao..

anyway.. i took 3 days of leave next week + labour day = 4 days of not working as ah long.. will be going to help tammie out with her event.. there's also interview tml..

i really hope i wont freak out sia.
and dey wun noe tat im worried -.-

sometimes really don uds why i work for.. its like,
its not entirely to kill time becos the time there seems to be harder to pass.. and i get myself so tired and lazy to go out..

anyway gd luck.. ;(

tai tai to ah long.

2008-04-22T09:31:00.002+08:00

haben been blogging.
just becos of one reason.

im stucked with my tai tai life.
but, now.. i hab transformed to an ah long.
i became a debt collector.. -.-

not really used to it . and don really like the feel.
i cant imagine how cheapo nana it is..
to think someone just passed to me a diskette to transfer data. its like 3/ 4 yrs since i last touched on one sia..

and.. she expects me to insert into the laptop. wad the. thru wad HOLE sia. cant really uds.
this is ultra boring.. as its unlike my previous office workplace..

i am in a cubicle all by myself.. and its so damn deafening silent here..
even as i type, i can hear my colleagues typing too. not to say ask me do calls.....

shadow.

2008-03-27T22:45:00.001+08:00

have you look at ur shadow before?
a shadow is actually a reflection of what you are doing..
when you look at it carefully, you can see urself in action..

i begin to think whether what i demn as right,
isit really correct..

mayb i really shldnt treat you like tat..
mayb i really shldnt take you for granted..
mayb i really shld enjoy your nagging..
mayb i really shld hate the word maybe. .

actually, you wun noe where is the camera hidden in this pic..
because, its a machine dat takes pic of ur shadow even when you are standing in front of the camera.. very cool ..

the busy street

2008-03-26T00:26:00.003+08:00

in this busy street, i hab yet noticed ur presence..

mayb silently, eu hab came by my side,
and walked me thru my rainy days..

perhaps, these days i hab walked too fast..

such that i forgot the importance of looking back..

love without me..

2008-03-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

can eu still laugh without the presence of me.. ?

some ppl derive their happiness from being loved..

some ppl derive their happiness from loving others..

whad abt eu ? i dont, becos i hab none.

give up. and move on.

boredness kills ~

2008-03-20T15:17:00.001+08:00

results released. glad that most of my frens did pretty ok..
211s i guess, didn fail mr lim's expectations..

this 2 weeks spend quite a bit of time with them..
it somehow doesnt feel like skool anymore..
everyone feels as tho they are bored to death..

i hab nvr tot that the post skooling period is such a bore.
wonder how is alex in his army life.. (ALEX, IM NOT MISSING EU , just thinking 你死了没？）
life inside must be bad right, since there is no i-am-bored.com..

and june ! come alive leh.. not at 3 4 am can.. haha.. nid updates from eu ! haben been hearing from eu le neh..

the baby at home is crying right now.. and here i hear my mum screaming : GO TOK TO HER.. oh well, i became a part time babysitter..

preAlevels symptom~

2008-03-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

omg. jitters all ard. pre-results release symptom wud be that - seeing jc students freaks me out thoroughly .
this night is one of the longest night ever.. dont noe how to pass it..tml's night will be absolutely different..

12more hrs i think i will be on my verge of suicidal.. LOLS!
for the past 3 days.. i kept asking myself, can i just die off? wanting bud afraid to noe the results..

perhaps its this kind of confusion thats killing us..

aadvantage again..

2008-02-28T09:40:00.002+08:00

yea no doubt, i started working again.
bored it is, sleepy i am.

while fang and alex are doing their work, i just earned 7.50$ by sitting there.
my incharge went for her kopi. ;( and obvious enough, she has yet gave me anything to do.
OH MAN!

why am i stucked to admin again?
no more waitressing for me for the moment,
cant i just be a tai-tai?

im jus daydreaming.. -.-

两束玫瑰花～

2008-02-27T01:38:00.002+08:00

我伤心，我难过，
又能告诉谁。

凌乱的桌面，与两束玫瑰，
相成对比。

作出承诺的是你，
甜言蜜语的事你。

我负责接受，
结果是我难受。

哭泣的夜晚，
我不再有。

只是抱着你的诺言难眠。

兜兜转转的，我回到了原点。

borred

2008-02-27T00:14:00.002+08:00

i really wanted to blog.. bud there's somehow nth to blog abt..
my life is too boring..

sleeping has become my hobby..
napping has become a necessity..

don sae i will sleep dao become pig ok !
i lost one two three four five FIVE FIVE FIVE ! (yah eu nvr see wrongly its 5) kgs..

2mths of work

2008-02-22T19:59:00.003+08:00

oh no.. i felt left out after seeing alex and fang's post on the 15th..
bud ~ i still think the bespectacled girl is cool !
and that pple who doesnt talk , may not really do an excellent job either..

why ! WHY EU TWO NOT WORKING IN aADVANTAGE LE !
liddat we cant crap tgt during work le neh. or go for random movies or outings after work.. or visit hua guan for the BEST curry we hab tasted ever..
the stupid times when we use msn to chat despite being in front of ea others.. hahahaha . .

i was still looking frwd to the end of lao-ing yusheng.. so dat can join eu 2 back..
i also realise.. i haben been blogging abt work..

yesh inddeed fang, i went to do some research.. ( a supervisor in xxx hotel really only earns xxxk in a month )

HAHHA ! well, mayb to some pple who dono where the hell shiwen disappear to for the past 2 months.. i went to work in this consulting firm in bukit timah.. den i switched to work in some hotel for some waitressing job.. yesh indeed, i wasnt dat afraid of hotel f&B line.. bud its just tiring.. my bones are apart now..

it really feels gd when ur gd service gets paid off. like getting a hongbao or a word of appreciation.. not really abt the monetary reward (tho its impt) bud is like, a token dat "hey eu really served us well" .
"thank you" sometimes sounds really faked..

while working this, i was seriously thinking thru my mind.. why certain pple can work at this line for life.. no brainer , get attitudes frm ppl , bad colleagues, pay also not like damn freaking gd . .

bud seriously.. i feel so left out narh..
pple faster come and talk to me . . before i get stoned up or get another job.. 211 , i haben been seeing them for 2 weeks le !

GRR !
shiwen has gone mad !

link from superman.

2008-01-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

pple pls don slap me k.. x=
this is the link for our prom pics from our superman.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/21602633@N04/sets/72157603519219964/

SPARE ME pls fellow discples.

im really tied to my work. ok i shall sae im not. x= becos im working currently at this pt in time. nevertheless, really mental torture norh.. ;(

having to face tons of surveys and.. well making multiple phone calls.. ya, its admin.
for some strange reasons, its not that bad with fang fang and alex working with me.. if nort, i might jus catch some strange depression.

anyway, HI EVERYONE AGAIN ! hahahahahahahahahahaa..

a past that nvr repeat.

2007-12-06T01:31:00.000+08:00

我是你不想回去的那一段 “past” 。

happy BENCHEW DAY !

2007-12-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

YAY ytd was the HAPPY BENCHEW DAY !wahhahahaah ..
all went to farewell benchew while shopping for prom..

i chua tio by the number of pple seh ! there were..
fang and me initially..
den came alex and xiangyu..
followed by jinquan, kenneth, yeowsiong, kelvin..
and den.. jiechong and benchew got here..
slowly, xueheng came..

eu think thats all? NO!
there were still bentan and mr neo.. followed by AH JUNE !

未免也太大一群了吧！　
its like so happening arh..

quite shiok the feeling to hab like semi outing.. hahaha, out of nowhere..
despite them.. dragging their feets ard, walk slow dao cmi !

this is jus probably the pocket snapping period bah . .

don murder me mum !

2007-12-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

i bet my mum is gonna win the title of the best mum who murders the daughter award if there happens to be one..

can eu imagine, drinking cough syrup with a spoon dat has chilli smell and taste ? OMG ! dats wad i did btw..

choked i am.
coughing like mad .

oh ! making an announcement here btw.. 211s who wanna go to ms hartini wedding.. pls contact me or sth.. haiyo, stupid de relay system, for goodness sake, it fails EVERYTIME !

illusion mum .

2007-12-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

my mum is having hallucination! she thinks dat we are in indonesia.. as she..

gave me 100$ and said.. gal arh, this is for eu to go buy things arh.. (for prom she meant).. bud hor, i not gonna give eu money for ur genting trip and ur new yr clothing liao hor !

obviously, i exclaimed in disbelief dat she is dreaming -.-

oh ya anyway.. life has became real bored.. x(
jialat.. my life has become so dull..

a shoulder that i longed for.

2007-12-01T01:35:00.000+08:00

给我温暖的肩膀吧
让我与世隔绝。

threesome.

2007-11-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

this picture super cute norh. hahaha !
3 singles out for grabsssssss =x
NO! i mus convince myself dat i no nid resort to this.. wahhaha..

this hols is so freaking boring.. can we can we CAN WE GO BACK TO SKOOL FOR LESSONS !
im seriously willing to do tutorials !
give me sth to do..

i don wana end up like fang and jw.. with mushrooms growing on them..

i wanna play tat childish jump jump thing dat eefang likes..
no, i seriously didn mean that she is childish =x

i wonder how prepared ms hartini is for her wedding..
i wonder how things will be on prom.. with all the princesses and.. (dono shld sae princes anot..)
i wonder how my genting trip will be..

the end of Alevels, seriously doesnt seems to be enjoyable.. jus tat we can forget all abt wad phy,maths, chem and etc..

oh ya.. hasnt been receiving tags.. i feel as tho im toking to myself.. like a retard neh !

KINGKONG WANNA WEAR A DEMURE DRESS !

2007-11-27T00:07:00.000+08:00

KINGKONG WANNA WEAR A DEMURE DRESS !

new fact dat i found out abt ! WHOA !

oh btw ! todays work kind of slack arh.. KIND OF =.- oh yah, i attended the first rom wedding.. haha.. as in , those kind say I DO I DON de.. hahahahaha.. was kind of touching arh.. in a way, despite those stupid dirty plates..

handsome groom, and even more handsome de bro of the groom..

cute lil gal , who smiles at everything (mus be possessed by fang).. and with a really young mum i guess?

ohyah ,

fried chicken wing is WHOA!

baked cheese cake is WOW !

& choc fudge cake is WHOOOHOO!!!!

lols. yay , i ate all todae.. =x frm the reception..

oh most imptly... I FOUND MY SPECS ! WHOA WHOA ! !

lucky i went to the office early todae.

so this i think is assistant manager was like..

am: ai whose specs are these? (picking it up frm the desktop)

wensx*: YAY! FOUND MY SPECS ! (jump up..)

HAHAHA !

wu xu ma li damn funny.. thanks yao anyway !

whoa , sms dedication quite fun seh..

lastly, im halo on saturday. amy ytd and TAN todae ! lols.. accompanying me , is my best fren- THE PLASTER !

the sole of my feet really hurts..

work ?

2007-11-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

yoyoyo ! lols.. i shldnt be so high . im supposed to be dead. lols.. believe me , my bones are detaching..

anyway, cos im currently working at furama riverfront.. bud jus a temp job. oh btw , there are cute jap gals and guys ard for both ytd and todae.. WAHAHAH ! super cute norh, and polite !

nth much , jus tat im suay enough to lose my specs on the first day of work.. damn suay ! shall work till i recoup my losses bah.. hais..

pray for me dat i find back my specs !
off to slp real soon !

sponsors any?

2007-11-22T01:20:00.000+08:00

yay, thats the dress dat i tried on todae..

any sponsors? HAHA ! beautiful right.. its so rare seh.. lols..

anyway, there's sth dumb..

while i was dragging those bags of victories home.. i encountered this..

this boy jus turned the head over..

this gal hit the bf.. slam the head down.. not that hard narh , bud also quite painful it seems..
gal: 你还看，还看！

innocent seh, that poor boy.. lols..

LAST DAY OF AS !

2007-11-20T23:59:00.000+08:00

before!

AFTER!

WHOA after the final slot is CANCELLED, im officially free frm now on ~

with great reluctance to leave, we jus had to narh.. to move on..
OFF TO OUR ice cream PARTY! at swensen..

love mr lim seh ! alwaes so nice to treat us icecream..

june, cant eu stop staring at me.. eu jealous isit ! ;X

At the end of the day.. 100++ for the ice cream bill.. 300+ for the main courses.. lols.. oh well..
me fang june and jinquan shared a fondue and a regular earthquake..

so if i get fatter blame fang & june !

back to skool after much dilly dally..

while dey were playing catching in the empty skool grd.. i decided to camwhore alil..

the fav thing of eefang.. not me ! the thingy behind !

this is one of the thingy ur class can play as a whole.. class bonding arh.. !

oh, jing caught me almost falling or was i jumping? HAHA !

eefang, are eu trying to be 大？

there comes the gambing den..

comprisin of.. dai dee.. blackjack.. asshole dai dee.. and.. i forgot le.. oh ya, tat pic above, is NOT to show tat xy is gay.. haha.. he jus happens to be there~

im perfectly straight too !

den started the dangerous game of HEART ATTACK ! KILL US ! hahahaha..

internal bleed seh !

my uniform ended up like tat.. 211 alwaes at heart arh!

not forgetting the beautiful skool cpd.. dat brought us tgt as a class..

nvr seem to hab notice that beautiful sight , despite being there for so long..
perhaps pple shld jus slow down and take a look at the things ard them..

OH ! this entry.. marks the 1st yr of my blog.. thanks for reading anyway..
had many memories of 211 in this blog.. all recorded here.. so tat i wun forget !

the last pride

2007-11-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

tml's probably the last day we gonna wear our uniform..
211s, hope we will wear it with pride and smiles on our faces..

last step to our success, we wun stumble, we will WHOA CHIONG ARH !

the sweetest is mayb the most painful..

2007-11-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

好美丽的一句话。

因为陌生，所以勇敢。

因为距离，所以美丽。

[thanks to yao btw as he wanted. lols. ]

i think i somehow grew.. not in size narh ! stop giggling..

i mean, in mental strength..

i began to wonder.. stray frm wad im supposed to do.. why do ppl alwaes hab to wait till the very last moment , to care.. to love.. for person they cared deeply for.. ?

mayb.. humans are jus meant to be selfish..

i realised how im trying to numb myself..

with all the so called love i hab..

i realised how i had tear-ed thru the yrs..

with all the so called memories i held to..

sometimes.. i hope dat i can be not so clear minded..

sometimes.. i wan myself to be jus a lil blur..

sometimes.. i merely wanna do the wrong things..

sometimes.. i tot i cud be frog in the well..

yet.. i hab to face all these..

escapism eu might say..

bud wads so wrong abt tat?

do eu uds how much i wanna turn my head away?

do eu noe how much i jus wanna be alone at times?

~~i'm sorry..~~

the sweetest might jus be the sharpest blade..

pierce thru eu, such tat eu are left with nothing..

鱼儿说道，你看不到我的眼泪因为我在水里。。　

水说道，我看见你的悲伤因你在我心里。。　　

你是我人生的缺口

2007-11-14T00:08:00.000+08:00

你是我人生的缺口。

只因还未找到你~

寻寻觅觅，茫茫人海中，还不见你的踪影。

到底何年何日才能得到盼望的？

有点等得不耐烦了哦。

一个人的等。

好比汪洋大海中的一块腐朽。

寂寞难耐。

quizzes !

2007-11-11T02:46:00.000+08:00

You Are A: Monkey!

Monkeys are intelligent and agile, well-adapted for jungle life as they swing happily from tree to tree. As a monkey, you are a social animal who is quick to learn new things, loves to climb and is known to show off. A monkey's tiny primate features are irresistable, as is her gregarious personality!

You were almost a: Squirrel or a Puppy
You are least like a: Turtle or a Lamb Discover What Cute Animal You Are!

Dating Strengths	Dating Weaknesses
1. Sense of Humor - 85.7% 2. Appearance - 75% 3. Confidence - 72.2% 4. Financial Situation - 69.2% 5. Flirtiness - 62.5%	1. Vanity - 75% 2. Selfishness - 54.5% 3. Temper - 50% 4. Arrogance - 50%

Dating Strengths Explained
Sense of Humor - Guys are attracted to people with a good sense of humor. Be sure to put yours on display! Appearance - Despite what some will say, appearance matters in dating. You get high marks on appearance. Just make sure you balance it out with other qualities. Confidence - You are sure of yourself and confident of your abilities. Displays of confidence go a long way when attracting a date. Financial Situation - You've got your financial situation under control, which is a very desirable quality. Be careful to avoid guys who are only interested in your money. Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Vanity - Learn to put a lower priority on looks. Appearance is, of course, important, but vanity is undesireable. The only people you will attract are the superficial. Selfishness - You think too much of yourself and your needs. You must learn to put your partner first and tend to his needs. Temper - You need to work on controlling your temper. Don't let your anger get the best of you. A calm and rational persona is important when dating. Arrogance - You are a bit full of yourself. You need to practice a little humility now and then, as arrogance can be a turn-off.
Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz by Dating Diversions

try them bah~

during ALVELS STRESS!

2007-11-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

despite the fact that im still habing Alevels..
my hands were really itchy. .
(those lame pple, stop thinking that i shld scratch them)

quite long nvr blog le neh . . so sad right my readers..

Alvels qoing to be done soon..
it also means that we will not be called the o6s211s le.. getting emo arh . . lols. .

the ea and every step we took towards our goal , the ea and every day we spend as a class..can eu all rmb?

cannot also MUS RMB NARH !i beat ur buttock NORH !

ok narh. . crappy post i noe . . nvm..

Friends forever..

2007-10-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Friends forever

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

Chorus:
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

*Repeat chorus*

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

*Repeat chorus 3x*

im lucky that mr lim didn play this song. its one of my killer spot, haha~ was listening to 933, suddenly hear this song..

& i decide to dedicate to my dear 211s .
"as we go on, we rmb ! "

❤

2007-10-23T00:30:00.000+08:00

我似乎只想留在那美丽的童话里。
对爱的那种憧憬，
不想因得不到而改变～
面对的是那童真无邪的 ❤
单纯未染　

&就是这样呀!

emo~

2007-10-22T00:37:00.000+08:00

are eu sure she's smiling ? or she;s crying deep inside?

i realised no matter how sincere a sweettalk is, its still sweettalk..
after that short lifespan of sweettalk , back to the hard reality i comes..
it feels like a nightmare, one dat eu noe will nvr come thru.. thats why its a nightmare~

seated in that usual seat, the vague memories of where we were.. whad we said to ea other.. those, pinch right into my heart .
i wished eu were with me . .
yet, when i realised that , ~~its too late..~~

its jus not early enough..

JUSTICE?

2007-10-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

this is very fun !
june is indeed very wu liao , fancy her not studying at this time of 1am , asking me to do such test .. oh god , she is really crazy ( so eu noe wad char is she ! hahahah)

oh btw , im the pessimistic di lun, wads urs?

yeah~

2007-10-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

the previous post was by my dearest JUNIE and fang fang.. for FIVE hrs -.- ! haha . dey were habing great fun doing those stupid things in the library.. till everyone ard us , left .. mayb DEY luff-ed too loudly.

im emotionally hurt todae ! by a fren of the person i noe.. cries ! i merely turned over to look at the qn , he backed so many freaking steps ~ probably like 4 steps? until he stepped on someone's bag ! -.- fainted
& the best part is he's blushing..

picctures for the grad day will probably be posted after Alevels, cos im damn lazy curently.. oh ya, i did cry.. -.- not as bad as the one 2 yrs ago.. jus cried like a short while.. so my pictures are still nicely taken !

211 is a world clasS? as said by superlim.. im said to be the one with the weird specs by mr chen..

united we are ,
playful the trait of ours,
hardworking at the same time..
i will miss eu all !

alwaes at <3>